~Life back in Germany~

Hi guys,

am not sure if anybody is reading that. This letter is actually for America, but i think they don't know my page here. Well right now i'm in the mood to right, so i'm doing it. It's my first report in English and probably my last :)
It's crazy how fast time is running. I always thought it's just in America but it's also here back in Good old Germany. Already two weeks passed since i left Brunswick, The Boys, Paul & Al and everybody around there. My flight back home was not too bad. I got a little bit of sleep and yummie food. I like Airplane food ;) Saying goodbye was hard for me, i already started crying when i was still packing up my stuff. At the Airport i said Goodbye. I knew that Elliot won't understand it, so he was not really sad about me leaving. I think he thought i would go for vacation and come back in two weeks. He always ask me why am I bringing my heart pillow. Poor little kid. I wish i could come back after two weeks but now i'm gone for while. Life back in Germany is good though, my friends were really glad that i'm back. I also got such a nice greeting. When we were driving home from the Airport the girls stood in the middle of the roundabout with a big poster saying " Welcome back in your hometown Chrissi".
I was happy to see everybody but it still felt kinda weird. The fist night especially was horrible. I couldn't really sleep and i just wanted the big american bed back.
Life goes on, and i have to live my life. Right now i'm trying to get some work done. I need to write applications. I didn't know it would be so hard to write an application. Ok, my last one i wrote is probably 6 years ago. Everything changed...
Everything needs time and i just have to be patient. I miss you soooo much.
Hope everybody is doing well.

It's my last report for my blog here. It was a great experience and i hope everybody enjoyed beeing part of my year :)

I don't regret any step i did and i probably would do it over and over again.

Love you all